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harunomasu
harunomasu
11 April 2011 @ 10:35 am
Who thinks eating is troublesome?  
If you have the same opinion as me, then raise your hand xD

Since I was a child I always thought that eating is useless. I mean, what benefit did you get from eating? Just make your stomach full and nothing's more. I never care about good food because I don't even like eating. But then, my father hate this so he forced me to eat everything until I become fat T___T And now, I'm still in the process of decreasing my weight little by little :D

As I stated, eating was troublesome for me so I avoid eating as much as possible. Maybe that's why my diet was so successfull because people usually got shocked to see that I went down from 108 kilos (I didn't know that I was over 100!) to 92 kilos in just three months, while people took more than that to lose weight. 

My record for not eating is 2 weeks. At that time, I don't even eat bread or biscuit. I prefer to sleep, to play outside, or stay in front of my computer and pretended that I had eaten while in reality I ate nothing. It was my friend who found out about me not eating (if not, maybe I could get away from eating longer than that lols) so from then on they kept an eye around me. Though now that all of them are currently working, I'm free to do whatever I want and right now, I haven't eat for more than 4 days and my weight went down drastically from 92 to 89. It's scary, and lots of people said that it's not good for my body or that I shouldn't overdo my diet, but that's how I eat all this time.

I eat only once a day (and if I feel it very necessary to eat). If I eat rice, I only eat three or at the most four spoon of rice and I won't be able to eat anymore or I'll throw up. If I eat bread, I can only eat a little portion of it. If I eat noodles, I eat not even half of the instant noodles they usually sold at the market.

I didn't feel hungry or anything but it's true that my stomach was all messed up. I didn't know how much I should eat to feel full anymore. I can feel full even if I only eat one spoon of rice, and I often throw up if I think that I eat too much (even though people kept saying that I ate too little). How my weight went down drastically also got me scared but I don't know how to solve this.

Anyone here has same problem as me? I'd like someone to help me with this though~
 
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nikhanikhapi on April 11th, 2011 03:59 am (UTC)
raises hand**** but now i do love eating! Though i ate three times a day with snacks in between. i srsly cant gain a weight. right now i'm roughly 45 kilos! darn it! i'm so skinny afterall... i want to gain atleast 10 kilos
eliyeungeliyeung on April 11th, 2011 04:37 am (UTC)
Oh dear! You should go see your family doctor as soon as possible! It Sounds like you're getting malnourish and have lost desire to eat. one of my friends who was on diet has had similar experiences. She became hyper and irritable. fortunately she went to see her doctor. It can progress to anorexic nervosa!!
彡☆ GaiL ☆彡: Bentogarnet_moon07 on April 11th, 2011 05:20 am (UTC)
isn't that a bad diet? I love eating though but i don't like getting fat... T____T I feel so fat these days thanks to all those temptation from my friends.

i guess one way of decreasing weight is through exercise (my only exercise is walking. I useD to Play badminton but the doctor said I can't play anymore indefinitely because of the risk of repeated injury)
ocha_sukiocha_suki on April 11th, 2011 07:04 am (UTC)
ME! *raise my hand* i also hate to eat!
worse thing now i have an acute ulcer which causing an acute sore throat *if there such a word XDD* due to my bad eating disorder :p
well, the only way to cure it is just going to dr to get a medical treatment,
though still, it's not completely heal me until now...
so sorry if this not help you much :/
Ramen Loverramen_lover30 on April 11th, 2011 07:24 am (UTC)
I Love eating but there's a time when I was so busy with collage that made me forgot to eat properly (skipping breakfast, forgot dinner, etc) for almost a month. that time when I having a dinner with my friend I feel really nausea ( I only eat meat and rice) and after that I feel very dizzy and my stomach didn't helping either. I consult my parents about that and they said that my irregular eating schedule made my stomach reject some food, If I keep eating irregularly I might throw up every food that I ate. my parents told me to eating regularly little by little until my stomach can adapt to my usual eating schedule. After a week I don't feel nausea anymore. and I always eating regularly even if I don't feel like to eat I try to eat even just a little portion.
yuetsukiyuetsuki on April 11th, 2011 08:21 am (UTC)
it's not healthy juu~~~!!! *glares like ur father did* =P

you should be like me. i love hunting for delicious food!
now i become such a chubby girl too...*refuse to say fat* XDDD

you don't have to force yourself to eat so much in one time.
ahh i can't say this in English, but my doctor said this:
makannya sedikit2 aja, tapi sering. setiap 2 jam sekali harus masuk biskuit.
that's why you should always bring biscuits on your bag. don't forget to drink a lot. try to avoid eating bread or instant noodles because it will burden your stomach.
i have a very serious problem with my stomach too to the point of being hospitalized.

btw, my record is not eating or drinking for one whole day because of my skripshit dead line. but then i get sick, mostly because i didn't drink enough water

keep on being healthy juu!!! XDDD.
~irini~ladysakurai on April 11th, 2011 09:14 am (UTC)
I think the reason you can't eat more than 4 spoons of rice is because you left your stomach empty for too long. Just ask someone who has been fasting all day, they cant eat much when they have to eat again at the first time, but they'll eat gradually over the next hours.

This is not a healty diet or even eating habits at all dear, you may not feel the need to eat but your body does. Your organs will suffer because they need what water & food bring inside your body to be able to work properly. Maybe you wont feel it now because you're still young, but I'm scared to think what will happen with your working organs in the long run. Have you tried to talk it over with a professional? Doctors or nutritionist maybe?

Try to eat 3-4 spoon full of food every 3-4 hours. So your body will slowly adjust. Thats how people with gastric ulcers do it, and also its the better way to diet too I think, instead of the full 3 times meal a day. Ganbate ne Juu. I really hope you'll work it out soon :)
Denise 旭denise_dinc on April 11th, 2011 11:19 am (UTC)
my problem is I can't stop eating LOL but it seems like my size is not much of a difference with people who are CONSCIOUS about their weight and always on diet, so I don't really care (but i think i'm really putting on weight these days LOL)
shokim: Kei-chan!shokim on April 11th, 2011 12:00 pm (UTC)
Me me me! *raises hand* Yay, finally someone shares my opinion!

I've never had any eating disorder but I do have a sensitive stomach since young, as sometimes food doesnt stay in my tummy for long...

But if ever any of my foodlover friends were to hear me say that, they would call me all kinds of names for being a hypocrite! Its not that I dont enjoy food per se, but I really dont get the reasoning behind spending lots of $$$ on delicious food when its not even tangible after a meal!

And if I am sick like now, there are so many kinds of food that I have to avoid. Sometimes I just wish I didnt have to eat, which can save me lots of time (to fangirl among other things) and money, besides. If it was left up to me, I would only eat once a day, if I dont need the energy to run around or use my brain matter much.

As for your case, I dont think you should overdiet. To cut down on eating, you still need to stick to the basic food groups like protein (meat/poultry), carbohydrates (wholemeal bread/noodles) and vitamins & minerals (fruits/vegetables) in rationed amounts.

I have bigger bones than most girls due to playing tennis when I was younger. I am heavier than the Arashi boys who all weigh in at < 60 kg. But that's okay, I can deal with it.
jenni06jenni06 on April 11th, 2011 01:39 pm (UTC)
Juu I'm gonna say this you because I've got some affection for you and that I know you a little :
what you're doing is completely silly (and I'm polite) it"s complety insane, unhealthy and seriously it pissed me off to know that you're fucking up your body this way !
Seriously, do you really to do this,? you can lose weight with another way than this one ...
okay you don' like eating(and I suppose nino has the same opinion xD) but you can at least try to eat 3 times a day, I don't care abt how much you eat, even if you eat three spoons of rice 3 times a day, okay! but just don't wreck your body like this ....
your body is already used to this, you'd throw up if you eat "too much", dear it's already a sign to make you stop doing this.
please find another way but stop doing this king of silly things plz .


showjuro: momo's sexy poseshowjuro on April 11th, 2011 02:39 pm (UTC)
omg. I never knew a person could not eat anything for 2 weeks. 2 meals a day is enough for me :)

Like you, once I sit in front of my laptop, I don't need food anymore xD
Pepspepsi_twist9 on April 11th, 2011 04:32 pm (UTC)
You're going to get yourself killed, seriously. You won't be able to stomach anything ATM because you haven't been eating anything but you have to try. This is not good for you, at all.
kayuki025kayuki025 on April 11th, 2011 07:23 pm (UTC)
Hi !!!

Firstly, I think you don't know who I am even though I added you as a friend, I think I've never post anything on your LJ... really sorry :( But when I read this text, I really wanted to write a comment... Because I've lived that kind of period, and in the end, the doctor said I was sick. I lost 26 kilos in 4 months, just like you, I thought it was useless to eat, I needed to do a diet (even though I wasn't really fat...); my friends kept saying that that wasn't good for my body and health but I didn't care, I even started to be alone because of that (and I wanted it!). Sometimes, I was really happy because I had the control of myself, sometimes, I was really afraid because it was too fast.

As time passed, it became really difficult, not only for the people I love but for myself, it became difficult because my body didn't allow me to eat, well, it was what I thought. But I think now that the only one who control your body is your mind. If I can give you some advices, of course, I will not say "stop that !, you're stupid ! ..." Because I know when you live that, it's not that easy, maybe I would say, why don't you slow down the process of losing weight ? You could try to do some sport. If you do sports, such as running, you should become more hungry than today, you could eat more and without putting on weight :D Your mind would be "in peace" and your heart would like it too ^^

I'm not "sick" any more but I still don't love eating. I've put on weight but it was really hard. I kept saying that I was happy then, so you are probably happy now, but there was a "scary" part which began 2 months after I started that "diet"; I began not being able to control my body, I started the "illness period", when I was really weak and often depressed. I think you still can control it now because you ask for help so please, try to do some sports, try to see your friends, try to feel the love that surrounds you and I'm sure you'll be fine :)

I don't know if that comment could help you, I'm also sorry for the mistakes I've written but I hope you still understand what I wanted to say ^^ Oh and I was very talkative... ><

Hope you'll be ok, ganbatte !! :D
hikapiee: Sakurai Shohikapiee on April 18th, 2011 07:22 pm (UTC)
hi juu!
long time since our last talk!

well, when i read this, im kinda worry about yourself.
since ive experienced the almost the same thing.
right know, i live by myself in malaysia due to university i study at ..
and this make me eat twice a day, or might be once a day..
furthermore,since university starts, im so busy with assignments and revision for exams, this, made me sleep for only 3-4 hours a day.
one day, my body reached its peak. i got a terrible gastric, (well i have it since i hospitalized during high school, but i ts not as terrible as this one) , at that time i had chest pain, that made me think that im having heart problem. not only that, because i dont eat REGULARLy, and also lack of sleep in a period of time, i got migraine also..

so please eat 3 times a day.. u can diet by calories control. :)
eating high fibre food.
and of course EXERCISE..

being healthy is the most important thing, because i believe we only live for one time.

stay heathy! :D
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